Sunday, July 31, 2005
11:47 PM
okay today was okay la..slept at 2plus last night talking to master dear..we never knew we had so much to talk about..haha oh well..i woke up only at 12noon..haha its been awhile since i last sleep in:) yep yep so yes i woke up and went to watch my favorite CSI..this weeks one on AXN is so sad..about nick..haha nearly made me cry..haha it was really sad la..but nice..haha yes anyway stayed home till around 2plus and mom and dad were shoutin at me asking me to get ready to go out..we went to harbour front to this place called BIG?not sure..its stupid i tell you..now i know why sharene got so bored there the last time..haha anyway yes i had dinner at 505 which was super early..so today's meal times for me were abit off..haha yes
headed to my second home later on..giant..the place i really "love"going to..haha anyway we walked around and headed home at around 9..sent my two uncles home and finally got home and here i am or rather was,rushing to finish up whats left of my home econs vegetable project..its stupid la..haha oh well..yes there's still PBL which im pretending to forget..hahaha!horrible me..oh photo shoot tml i heard and i just got a hair cut just now!!:D right timing eh..haha i didnt cut the length though..dont want that pea brain running after me..oh well..training tml i suppose..cant wait!its been "years"since i last ran..bet i've dropped alot..he's gona do alot of physical[sp?]die..mabel's so dead..haha okay enought crap.
till the weekends,i'll see you folks in school!cheers!:)
and i live life with the truth.
the world is black-Good charlotte
Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day and
No one really knows why this is happening
But it's happening
And everywhere you go it's just a different place
You get the same dark feeling
See the same sad faces
No one really cares that this is happening
We come into this world
And we all are the same
In that moment there's no one to blame
But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we say, say
Living in this place it's always been this way
There's no one doing nothing so there's nothing changed
And I can't live when this world just keeps dying
It's dying
People always tell me this is part of the plan
That God's got everybody in his hands
But I can only pray that God is listening
Is he listening?
We're living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect now I say
But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we say, say, say
We come into this world
And we all are the same
And in that moment there's no one to blame
But we're living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect now I say
The world is black
And hearts are cold
There's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
(We can't go back)
It won't be the same
(It won't be the same)
Forever changed
(What will ever change)
By the things we say, say, say
Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day
And no one really knows why this is happening
12:25 AM
today was one busy day for me i would say..force myself to get out of bed at 10 so i could get the house work done asap and get my butt out of the house..haha was suppose to meet ateeqah,ravinder,ailin and fangzi first but they went to catch a show and i was too late to go catch it too so i went to meet chess and joyce instead..haha and i tell you!!chess too ages!!!that vain twin of mine..no comments la..haha but i love her anyway..haha i was being a monkey today climbing everywhere..and i loved the prints i took with bestie and twin!it was so nice okay..haha its the best print i've taken so far..haha but its sad we couldnt take all the pictures..only four..haha ahhh oh well..so yes yes after prints we went to meet ateeqah and all with added people,kenny who's damn funny i swear and mary who i love:) they were all funny la..
okay so we walked around town and slowly one by one left and so did i..i went to meet clara,ko and mich..haha hanged out with them at paragon for and hour or so and i left for kovean to meet mum and dad which i regretted..firstly they were so loving today they held hands and all..haha secondly,i didnt go and see fireworks with clara and all!:(( yes and clara's rubbing it..haha okay so yeah..i had fun over all la..maybe not when i took the long ride myself:( okay oh well..okay im bored and i dont wana update anymore.cheers!:)
and they say.
Friday, July 29, 2005
6:29 PM
argh!friendster is pissing the shit outta me!!haha okay im bored and i felt like typing so im here to vent my anger cause of stupid friendster..its so fucking slow its pissing the shit outta me..haha okay talked to melon about some stuff..hmmmm the only word i'll use on that topic is unfair la..haha oh well..i dont care and i really dont okay melon!haha okay i'll be back again.tiil then,cheers!:)
how do i deal with?
its hard and it hurts
but i gotto take it
i gotto cope with living life without you
that close to me.
4:31 PM
okay school was okay i guess?hmm chem was utterly boring..i set back onto the back table so i would fall asleep..had to wear whites cause i didnt have any blouse..haha and i thought i was the only one wearing it but thank god germ was wearing it too..haha oh well..we had this debates thingie which nearly killed me..it was super boring..jiabao got really angry when they held us back..haha she's so funny la..got more F&N work to do..argh..i hate doing it la..so many different thing to type out and all..oh well..its for CA..i have no choice..i gotto make it this time..fuck..i swear the song bringing on the heartbreak by mariah is fucking sad..argh..okay forget it..i dont feel like blogging anymore..so till then goodbye my friends.
i doubt you even care anymore.
thanks for pretending like you cared.
now what i am is what i pretend to be.
your bringing on the heartbreak.
but still,i love you...
when im with you.
I’m taking my time
I'm trying to leave the memories of you behind
I'm gonna be fine
As soon as I get your picture right out of my mind
I wanna feel the way you make me feel
When I'm with you
I wanna be the only hand
You need to hold on to
But every time I call
You don't have time
I guess I'll never get to call you mine
You’re nothing at all
I know there’s a million reasons why I shouldn't call
With nothing to say
Could easily make this conversation last all day
Another lesson I didn't get to learn
You’re my obsession
I've got nowhere to turn
I wanna be the one you hold on to
Thursday, July 28, 2005
3:58 PM
tuition cancelled so here i am home early cause i didnt wana go out..sorry bestie and chess!anyway feel like hitting the gym but sadly im freaking lazy la..i tried to run away today during pe but sadly ms alicia is our teacher la!!haha she saw right through gwen and i so we still had to go..haha but we didnt run or anything..it was okay la..oh well..hmm things hasnt been too good lately..oh voting of track captain was crap la..im not saying this cause i want the position..seriously i dont care if i get it..just that i think he's being such an ass la..oh well..not important..ahh..im home so early and i cant believe it!:( clara's still on MC..well that girl who has no blood is sick..haha she was suppose to come to school today but she obviously didnt cause her mom asked if she wanted to go to school and knowing clara..she would choose NO for an answer anytime..hahaha!hmm hayl have not been coming either!!hayl if you see this,YOU DIDNT TURN UP FOR FLOORBALL!!!haha but its okay..i had back up plan..haha!hmm mary,ravinder and ailin all three didnt come to school..stupid la..they do this every thur..haha morons..left me all alone during depressing period accounts!i was dying la..it was sooooo bored not having my bitch beside me disturbing me..haha oh well..school was overall..okay?yepyep..
i guess this is all i have for now,till then i'll be gone.
and now all i can do is nothing but,wait..
i can only pray that you still love me like you used to say you do..
i can only hope that your missing me like you used to..
i miss you and i love you..no doubt about that..and no i dont say this to everyone or other girls,
when you left it hurt alot and that showed me how much you actually meant to me..how much i actually care..maybe all this doesnt matter to you now..but thats okay..i just hope things will go back to the past..times i spent with you were times i can never forget..those sweet moments i hope you still keep them close to your heart like i do..i love you baby..i really do..please come home soon,i miss you...
K-ci and jojo-its real
Talk:
Are you for real
like how i feel
can we share a love
to last forever
and if so
let me know
Song:
(Chorus)
Tell me its real
the feelin that we feel
tell me that its real
don't let love come just, to pass us by
Try, is all we have to do
its up to me and you
to make this special love, last forever more
Baby you told me that you loved me and you'd never leave my side
till the bitter end, through the thick and thin
you promised me baby that you wasn't goin anywhere
baby keep it real, let me know just how you feel
(Chorus)
I can't explain the way you made me feel, everytime that you told me that you loved me
and you know you did, too many times
just when i thought that love could never be a part of me
thats when you came along, and showed me happiness
baby you are the best, i think you're different from the rest
and i really love ya
(Chorus)
Tell me its real
this feeling that i feel
tell me its real
for you're love
i would do anything
Tell me its real
the feelin that we feel
tell me that its real
don't let love come just, to pass us by
(you gotta)
Try, is all we have to do
its up to me and you
to make this special love, last forever more
Tell me its real
(do you really love me)
the feelin that we feel
(do you really care)
tell me that its real
(you promised that you'd never leave my side)
don't let love come just, to pass us by
(you promised that you'd always be there)
Try, is all we have to do
(is all we have to do)
its up to me and you
to make this special love, last forever more
Tell me its real
(i'll be there for you)
the feelin that we feel
(you be there for me, sweetheart)
tell me that its real
(i thought that we were meant to be, for eternity, thought you loved me baby)
don't let love come just, to pass us by
Try, is all we have to do
(mama told me told me so, boy you just don't know, anything about love)
its up to me and you
to make this special love, last forever more
(and you and i were meant to be, and you would know, i was sure by the end of this song)
Monday, July 25, 2005
7:12 PM
dont wanna lose you now
I never thought that I would lose my mind
That I could control this
Never thought that I'd be left behind
That I was stronger than you, baby
Girl if only I knew what I've done
You know, so why don't you tell me
And I, I would bring down the moon and the sun
To show how much I care
CHORUS
Don't wanna lose you now
Baby, I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No no, or ever again
I've got this feeling you're not gonna stay
It's burning within meT
he fear of losing
Of slipping away
It just keeps getting closer, baby
Whatever reason to leave that I've had
My place was always beside you
And I wish that I didn't need you so bad
Your face just won't go away
CHORUS - repeat
I never thought that I would lose my mind
That I could control this
Never thought that I'd be left behind
That I was stronger than you
Don't want to lose to loneliness
Girl I know we can win
Don't want to lose to emptiness, oh no
Never again
CHORUS - repeat
Sunday, July 24, 2005
1:39 PM
yesterday was good:)okay maybe at some point of time it wasnt too good..haha yes but still i had..fun?hmmm haha..
well anyway today's gona be another long day..not sure if im going out..but i dont really feel like going out today..having slight headache now..probably cause i drank last night..hmmm i cant wait to get my hands on that bottle of white wine..but mom said no..haha she likes red but i hate it..its gross..haha oh well..they both had another issue yesterday..how annoying can they get..argh..training tml..in school..its been a really long time since i last train in school..looking forward to it:)okay nothing much to update anymore..im bored..thats all for now folks!cheers!
and i wonder...
Friday, July 22, 2005
1:47 PM
at ateeqah's place now..school ended at 1220 cause of racial harmoney day..gotto go back to school by 3 to report for duty..argh!it spoiled my outting with clara..sorry clara!if your reading this..im really sorry..haha anyway..im so tired..i dont feel like going back to school anymore..gotto wear that ugly looking thing..im so not looking forward to it..oh well..tml im going out with lil one!cant wait..haha school was kinda boring today la..made pizza with ailin and lets just say..she cant cook for nuts la..haha!
when to the Docs yesterday to see about my knee and she gave me some painkillers:)so i dont really feel the pain everytime i pop those pills into my mouth..but ms goh say i better not get too use to it..she's right..but its the only thing that would get that killing pain off..now i can walk without limping..haha oh well..now that nationals are over..i'll rest my knee and start training like a freak for next year..yep
okay im really lazy to type anymore..so thats all for now folks!
i miss you:(
Thursday, July 21, 2005
9:57 PM
its been sometime since i last updated..nationals are over..dont ask me about the finals..its just sad..hmm oh well..next year we'll go back on top..thats for sure..anyway i went to the Doc to see m knee..she said its normal for youngters like us..esp im doing track..but if it doesnt get better i gotto go for a x-ray..she gave me painkillers for the fucking pain haha and now i dont have to limp anymore!:) anyway these few days have been good cause i've been meeting lil one:) i feel really tired but i wana watch lost..my eye lids are freaking heavy..haha okay im lazy to update..so till then,goodbye folks!:)
where ever i go,
your next to me in my heart.
i love you:)
plus one-last flight out
I'm so scared that you will see
All the weakness inside of me
I'm so scared of letting go
That the pain I feel will show,
Oh
I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if
I start to I'll never stop
I want you to know you
Belong in my life
I love the hope I see in your eyes
For you I would fly
At least I would try
For you I'll take
The last flight out
I'm afraid that you will leave
As my secrets have been revealed
(Oh)
In my dreams you'll always stay
Every breathing moment
From now on (Oh, yeah)
I know you (I know, yeah)
Want to hear me speak (Yeah)
But I'm afraid that if
I start to I'll never stop
I want you to know you
Belong in my life
I love the hope
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I see in you eyes
For you I would fly,
At least I would try
For you I'll take
The last flight out
I cannot hold back
The truth no more
I let you wait too long
(Wait to long)
Although it's hard
And scares me so
A life without you
Scares me more
Scares me more
(Scares me more)
{Scares me more}
The last flight our
For you I would fly,
At least I would try
For you I'll take
The last flight out
I want you to know you
Belong in my life
(You belong in my life)
I love the hope
I see in your eyes
(I see in your eyes, baby)
For you I would fly
(For you I would fly),
At least I would try
(At least I would try)
For you I'll take
The last flight out
Sunday, July 17, 2005
3:12 PM
till then,i'll bid farewell to you my fellow friends.
all my life.
Ohhhhh, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby
Ummmmmmm, I'm so glad
I will never find another lover
sweeter than you, sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover
more precious than you, more precious than you
Cause girl you are
Close to me you like my mother, close to me you're like my father
Close to me you're like my sister, close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one, my everything
And to you this song I sing
Chorus
All my life
I prayed for someone like you
And I thank God, that I, that I finally found you
All my life, I prayed for someone like you
I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes I pray that you do love me to
I promise to never fall in love
With a stranger
You're all I'm thinking of
I praise the Lord above
For sending me your love
I cherish every hug
I really love you
Repeat Chorus
You're everything I ever know
When you smile my face always seems to glow
You turned my life around,
you picked me up when I was down
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
(Fade out)
And all my life..........
Saturday, July 16, 2005
10:43 PM
today was good:)
i had alot of fun and i was with you so that made everything ten times better:)okay woke up at around 10 this morning..actually no,woke up around 930 cause nature called..haha so i had to go and pee..found out both mom and dad are gone..haha they went out for to eat..without me!haha but thank God they didnt wake me up..haha i wouldnt wana go out and eat..haha yep so i got up read the papers and went to get ready to go out!left my place at around 12..haha had a ahem good time figuring my way to town through taking the mrt..haha!but i still got there..haha and i was way too early..but its okay,i waited:)and so she finally came at around 120..we took train to town and had fareast chicken rice..we couldnt find the stall and she kept saying that it closed down..hahaha!but anyway,we found it..haha saw some people in town..haha saw furless hamster and master on the way down near fareast..haha it was funny..haha steph was like'aye?!'haha and i didnt even realise it was them..haha anyway we walked all the way to PS and the shoes i was wearing..had to bite me..it bit me so badly my skin tore and it still continue biting deeper..haha but mabel's strong!haha so i bear with the pain all the way till we got to ailin's place..watched war of the worlds and it was good..haha but we had some weirdo sitting beside us who started singing and all..it was really funny i had to get out..haha!anyway the show ended around 5plus 6?not too sure..yeah anyway we headed to taka and i wanted to go write on the glass thingie..but everything's GONE!:( so sad!haha oh well..went to kino to check some books out..and again,of course i had fun:)
headed to ailin's place..had a not really long bus ride but i still liked it:) so we got there and mary and all were there..haha we sat down and talked alil and took pictures which i cant wait to get my hands on!:))))so JOYCEH if your reading this!hurry give them to me!!hahaha!okay im being retarded..haha yep yep..we sat on the sofa most of the time and i had fun being your heat pack!hahaha!X) okay we went to ailins pool too and i had a game of passing the ball with gwen..i sucked la..haha but its cause the ball is wet!!haha okok i sucked and i wont deny..haha ball games isnt my thing..haha stopped playing and soon they all left one by one and i once again,had a great time with you by the pool..it would have been better if there were stars!!hahaha!hmmm soon mom had to call and spoil everything..yep so i left..that was about it..today was good and there's no doubt about it:)take care folks!
when i look into your eyes,
my heart melts.when i see
that smile of yours,
i just wana hold you in my arms.
i love you sweet and there's no doubt about that:)
i wana be the one who'll make you smile,laugh
and keep you warm!:)
but maybe,time is what you still need.
its okay,i'll wait:)
till then,goodbye:)
98degrees-true to your heart
Baby, I knew at once that
you were meant for me
Deep in my soul I know
that I'm your destiny
Though you're unsure
Why fight the tide
Don't think so much
Let your heart decide
Baby, I see your future
and it's tied to mine
I look in your eyes and see
you searching for a sign
But you'll never fall
Till you let go
Don't be so scared
Of what you don't know
True to you heart
You must be true
to your heart
That's when the
heavens will part
And baby, shower you
with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell
you no lies
And when you're true
to your heart
I know it's gonna lead
you straight to me
(Got to be true
To your heart)
Someone you know is on
your side, can set you free
I can do that for you if
you believe in me
Why second-guess
What feels so right
Just trust your heart
And you'll see the light
True to you heart
You must be true
to your heart
That's when the
heavens will part
And baby, shower you
with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell
you no lies
And when you're true
to your heart
I know it's gonna lead
you straight to me
(Ya know it's true)
Your heart knows
what's good for you
(Good for you)
Let your heart show
you the way
(Ya know it's true)
see you through
(Got to be true
To your heart)
Girl, my heart is driving
me to where you are
Well, you can take both hands off
the wheel and still get far
Be swept away
Enjoy the ride
You won't get lost
With your heart to guide you
True to you heart
You must be true
to your heart
That's when the
heavens will part
And baby, shower you
with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true
to your heart
I know it's gonna lead
you straight to me
True to you heart
You must be true
to your heart
That's when the
heavens will part
And baby, shower you
with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart will tell you no lies
And when it's true
to your heart
I know it's gonna lead
you straight to me
(Got to be true
To your heart)
When things are getting' crazy
And you don't know
where to start
Keep on believin', baby
Just be true to your heart
When all the world
around you
It seems to fall apart
Keep on believin', baby
Just be true to your heart
Friday, July 15, 2005
11:41 PM
today didnt seem like a school day to me..cause..it didnt make an impression..okay im talking rubbish..haha!anyway home econs was fine today:)zenn and i made a whole lot of mess!thank god for buva infront of us..haha she's like our mother..hahaha!zenn kept dropping things and stuff i cut flew everywhere..but!we made the best food!:)thats what mrs chu said:)))zenn and i were smiling at each other none stop when she said that..haha we didnt expect her to comment that about our food..haha it was a bonus i must say that she didnt scold me for not bringing my work..well thats cause she knew it did it..haha okay so after four depressing periods of F&N we had recess..zenn and i went to maths class and i did one sum with her and wasnt in the mood for anymore after that..haha chess and bestie went to the canteen and bestie came and join us later on..i ended up standin outside maths class talking to clara and hayl..haha recess ended and we went for chem..it was okay too..talked to gwen and jo..i love you both alright!:)
ailin,mary and ravinder didnt come to school today!and i know why!!you naughty girls..horrible..left us all alone to rot..haha its so quiet without my dear mary..haha anyway i'll be seeing them tml at ailin's party and i bet you,mary will not stop talking..haha but i'll still love her..haha but the best part is,its the weekend tml!!only a few more min till 12am then it'll be sat..haha i cant wait:D training is cancelled..cause i told them there is no way i can make it in the afternoon..sorry you girls!but i promise i'll be able to make it on monday..finals is next wed..how fast..lane one..wish me luck..i feel like i've not run in years..hmmm.
anyway stayed back after school with clara and hayl and far..ahem i dont know how to spell her name!hahaha okay clara would say LOSER if she sees this..haha called that yellow cow and she was asleep..felt bad..but she does it to me all the time..haha so its okay!:)we're fair..haha okay so i went to meet mom at 4 and we went to pick dad up and got dinner..i had the same chicken rice again..haha its was good:)i dont mind eating it again..hahaha!hmm so we came home..had dinner and i helped mum clean the house cause i dont want her to clean the house alone tml..dad wont be around and so am i..yep..coffee stinks and im not gona shower her..so im sending her to the groomers..haha that makes everything easier..haha!im so horrible..haha okay thats about it for my day..take care folks!:)
because you live,
my world has twice as many stars
and the sky is never this blue
with that bright rainbow across:)
till then,goodbye.
Thursday, July 14, 2005
9:31 PM
okay today school ended early..it was okay la..kinda boring but i liked the last two periods..english..haha chess,joyce,zenn and i were acting retarded..haha i acted as the lil boy in ju-on and zenn made the sound effect..hahaha!and she acted as seaweed!!hahahaha it was funny la..we had to do some discriptive writting and they started first but i ended first cause they did everything wrong!haha stupid la..but i had fun:)
after school i headed for tuition..though tuition wasnt till 5..haha so mel and i had fish and chips and we went to fangzi's house to use her computer and i fell asleep on her bean bag..haha i fell asleep on my lil one!sorry sweet!:)anyway yes tuition was fun!they played with my hair causing some hair lost but its okay since mabel has so much hair..haha!anyway mel took lots of candid shots..so lets hope she'll put them up soon..haha okay thats about it..had chicken rice for dinner and it was GOOD:)
just one more day till the weekend and oh boy!i cant wait!!:)
i promise i'll treat you right,
my one and only:)
till then!goodbye folks!
PS:clara chai im sorry okay!haha so stop saying im mean!:)))
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
8:41 PM
school was fine today..had bio test and i fell asleep before starting the paper..its all my jacket's fault..hahaha!i just put my head down on it and my eyes shut..haha anyway i left school after bio and headed to the canteen to eat..met germ and the rest..we had lunch and left at 11..we cab to cck and got there at 1125..haha i went there and i nap..haha it was so windy..haha anyway i swear the fishballs sold at cck is nice!haha we all liked it..anyway speaking of food..im hungry and im waiting for mom to get food for me..
my race was...let's just say i was a goner alright..came in 2nd or 3rd..but i didnt give everthing i had cause my leg hurt like fuck just before the race..i could really run..oh well..thats not important..4 x 100 is still the most important..sat morning there's training..another killing day..but im sure that the rest of my sat is gona turn out real good:)haha i cant wait for the weekend!hahaha i really cant!haha okay enough of my rubbish..tuition tml..i ahem cant wait?haha okay clara's telling me that i miss out alot cause i didnt see her nice underwear today..ahha what an idiot la..haha she hit herself trying to hit me today..haha moron..what can i say?ahha she wants my crumpler and she said i can have her pink bag..thanks but NO THANKS..haha she's going to put food in my locker and make me fat..she claims she'll put low fat bars..haha we shall see..haha anyway i guess this is all..i cant really remember that i wana update anything..haha
and i still cant wait for this weekend:)
and this is what i call sunshine and rainbow in my world, you:)
till then,goodbye.
we fit together-Otown
I've been waiting
For the stars to come out
Dinner it was fine,
But I can't lie 'cause
I've been waiting for ya
To come back to mine
I've been, thinking of you
24/7, every 365
Now the girl from Impanema
She's here right by my side
I got you now and I just wanna
Show you how to play
Goosebumps on your body
Guide the way
I wanna go all night
Ain't no stoppin'
'Till the breakin' of the dawn
I wanna go inside every corner
Girl you really turn me on
I wanna go
Knock knock
Our bodies to the beat
And when the morning comes
We're letting the sun shine
We'll stay in bed
You can't separate us
We fit together
I can feel you comin' closer
Dancin' in the dark
(Dancin' in the dark)
I touch your lips and
Kiss your shoulders
Send a letter to your heart
I can't explain to which extreme
I'm feelin' you (feelin' you)
How many triple x dreams
That's been starring you
I got you now and I just wanna
Show you how to play
Goosebumps on your body
Guide the way
I wanna go all night
Ain't no stoppin'
'Till the breakin' of the dawn
(Breakin' of the dawn)
I wanna go inside every corner
Girl you really turn me on
(I wanna go I wanna go)
I wanna go knock knock
Our bodies to the beat
And when the morning comes
(When the morning comes)
We're letting the sun shine
We'll stay in bed (oh baby)
You can't separate us
We fit together
I won't get nothing done of
What I oughtta do,
It doesn't really matter to me
I, I, I, I am here with you
I can't explain to
What degree I'm feelin' you
How many triple x dreams
I've had starring you
But I got you now and I just wanna
Show you how to play
(Show you how to play)
Goosebumps on your body
Guide the way
I wanna go all night,
Ain't no stoppin'
'Till the breakin' of the dawn
(Breakin' of the dawn)
I wanna go inside every corner
(Every corner baby)
Girl you really turn me on
I wanna go knock knock
Our bodies to the beat
(Knock knock to the beat)
And when the morning comes
We're letting the sun shine
Stay in bed,
You can't separate us
We fit together
I wanna go all night
Ain't no stoppin'
'Till the breakin' of the dawn
(There ain't no stopping
Till the breakin' of the dawn)
I wanna go inside every corner
(Every corner every corner baby)
Girl you really turn me on
I wanna go knock knock
Our bodies to the beat
And when the morning comes
(When the morning comes)
We're letting the sun shine
Stay in bed
You can't separate us
We fit together
All night
I wanna go all night
Can I go inside?
How about inside?
I wanna go all night
Can I go all night?
What about inside?
Can I go inside?
Monday, July 11, 2005
8:49 PM
hello you(: big one. haha.
lil' one is hereeee. okay i seriously
have no idea what to type. so yes.
you know i love you :D
( okay this sounds so copycat.
haha but hey, you copied me.)
Sweet, succulent and fine
A twinkling eye on my darling divine
I love the way you move all the way you’re designed
Your only lines are my mind, forget the corny line
Now let me hit you off with this question sign
You seem to be the type for me to wine and dine
A little candlelight dinner toasted over some wine
Well, I will hit you off with this lyrical rhyme
haha i think this part is really nice?
haha well im off now while you do ur chinese
compo. TAKE CARE NUT. (:::
6:21 PM
hello there folks..okay lets see..i woke up late today despite having two clocks waking me up..haha!im hopeless i know,a goner i would have to say:)okay so yes i got to school late and so did zenn!i wasnt alone..hahaha we tried hiding from the stupid run that we had to do but some stupid bitch had to come look for us..fine..we went to the canteen to pick up rubbish..there were lots of those stupid paint stuff on the floor so i said no way are you gona make me pick that up..if you want,bring the broom here..and that ass went to get one!haha idiot okay..zenn and i couldnt help but laugh at her..okay zenn asked me about her hair and i gave her a stupid ans..haha!okay inside joke..haha anyway after that i went to get our new jerseys which looks......weird?hahaha they all say i look like ah pek in the stupid shorts..kill me please..i look disgusting with or without it:)left school at 10 or rather left class at 10..lao shi refuse to let me talk during class and he made me sit far away from bestie and the rest..horrible..haha we have chinese compo for homework..yes mine is gona be shit stuff again..haha nothing new..yepyep..so ms goh says the jersey suits my colour?i dont know whats that suppose to mean..haha okay so andrea,esther,olive and i left for cck at 1045.
we got to cck and i went to take a nap but got woken up not long after to do some passing and all on the track..the four of us were feeling so tired and didnt wana run..we were playing a fool and we werent serious..haha we all just didnt wana run..my knee hurt like fuck during warm-ups so i had to stop..i feel like just taking my knee out..haha okay lameness..anyway we did not too bad..but andrea and i both think that even though i timing went down to 53.76 it still isnt good enough..we all knew we didnt give our best for it..haha x) it started pouring the min it was time for our heat and it was just "great" thank you..i was so cooled down my muscles tighten and i couldnt burst off for my starting..it was bad la..oh well..we got into finals and im happy..but we got lane 1 so wish me luck folks..i'll give all i have..and die when its over..haha!
so yes i came home with esther and i was being an ass to rachel on the mrt..haha it was funny la..i like disturbing the shit outta her..haha!chu yin and i are best at irritating her..haha and we both know rachel doesnt mind..hahaha!all she does is say'aye you both are so mean okay!im not talking to you!yes yes i know i still will'hahahaa!she's an idiot la..haha but we all still love her:)hmm lets see..my next race is on wednesday..my 200m which i didnt train for..not even ones this year..haha so again,wish me luck..haha im just gona go there and run my race and be a loser la............stupid..haha finals is next wednesday!i cant wait?okay im scared already..running against all those schools..they're gona kill me i tell you..they will..haha oh well!
i guess thats all for today..i'll have ahem,fun doing my chinese compo and have a fake smile on with a coffee to go:)cheers!
what can i say?haha
nothing but i love you sunshine:)
till then,goodbye.
Sunday, July 10, 2005
11:45 PM
today was fine..woke up late!:)its been a long time since i last got to sleep in..i slept till around 11plus 12 before mom woke me up..she dyed her hair again..haha vain ass..anyway mom,dad and i went to see cars again..they test drive and all..and it wasnt too bad..so they got the car..but its not confirm yet..they'll confirm it tml..haha stupid la..mom kept asking me what colour i want the car to be and i just kept saying black and she doesnt want black!:(i swear when i can drive i'll get a black car!haha okay that will be in a few years time:)okay anyway i got a new line..so people please contact me at this number from now on 81716641 okay i know i shouldnt just blog my number out cause i'll probably get weird text and phone calls but i seriously dont care as long as i have one special person texting me:
4 x 100 semis tml..we're out to fight!:)i'll be leaving school early but i dont even want to go to school..i want holiday all year round!haha madness..okay its late..i got a run tml..so till then,i'll lay dead in my bed:)cheers!
what if i wana be the one who makes you happy,
would you allow that?
would you believe me if i told you i'll never give you a reason to cry?
would you believe me if i said i love you from the bottom of my heart?
hmmm answers.
till then,goodbye my friends:)
Jessica simpson-where you are
There are times
I swear I know you're here
When I forget about my fears
Feelin' you my dear
Watchin' over me
My hope sees
What the future will bring
When you wrap me in your wings
And take me where you are
Where you and I will breathe together
Once again, we'll be dancin' in the moonlight
Just like we used to do
And you'll be smilin' back at me
Only then will I be free
When I can be, where you are
And I can see your face
Your kiss I still can taste
Not a memory erased
Oh, how I see your star
Shinin' down on me
And I'd do anything
If I could just, be right there where you are
Where you and I will breathe together
Once again we'll be dancin' in the moonlight
Just like we used to do
And you'll be smilin' back at me
(and you'll be smilin' back at me)
Only then will I be free
Then I will be free, so take me where you are
Now baby there are times when selfishly
I'm wishin' that you were here with me
So I can wipe the tears from your eyes and make you see (wipe your tears)
That every night while you are dreamin'
I'm here to guard you from afar
And anytime I feel alone
I close my eyes and dream of where you are
(Where you are)
(Where you and I will breathe together) and we will be together baby
(Once again we'll be dancin' in the moonlight) and we'll be dancin' in the moonlight
(Just like we used to do)
And you'll be smilin back at me (and you'll be smilin back at me)
Only then will I be free
Then I will be free,
Baby I still believe
Oh I've got to believe (I still believe)
I will touch you that sweet day (that sweet day)
That you take me there (Where you are) where you are
I still believe hoooooa, I've got to believe (I still believe)
I will touch you that sweet day (that sweet day)
That you take me there
(Where you are) Where you are, oh where you are!
(I still believe) Oh I've got to believe (I still believe)
I'll always be waiting here
(That sweet day) that sweet day, yeah!
(I still believe......I still believe....) Only one I'll be waiting here
Saturday, July 09, 2005
10:54 PM
today was just..great..haha nothing could have been better then today:)haha woke up at 9 and walked into the wall and hit my small toe..haha that really woke me up..haha okay went for tuition at 11..maryanne,ravinder,fangzi and mel all turned up..haha had fun during tuition cause they all turned up..haha tution ended around 1?after that they all went to town first to meet gwen,ailin and jo..i went home first to help mom clean the house..went to town at around 4plus and met up them..
we went to...okay i cant remember..i only remember going to fareast and wheelock..mel and jo got they're hair cut and mel wanted to get a crumpler bag..but she didnt in the end..she went home to play tennis with stacy..haha she's funny la..she kept thinking her hair looked crappy when she looked just fine..anyway sharene and two of her friends joined us and her friend olivia is funny la..haha yep so we walked around and i started sweating like a pig..okay not that bad but still bad..haha anyway not long after sharene and her friends left so gwen,jo and i went to taka top to draw on the glass window..we wrote silly stuff and stuff we felt:)i liked it..im gona go there and write more next weekend..haha oh!i didnt get to catch a movie!:(and i didnt get to eat my mash!:(thats two things i didnt do..oh well..i still enjoyed my day with everyone..
monday's the semis for my relays if im not wrong and im not too sure about the timing..am i ready?yes..i..think?haha okay everyone's gona kill me if they see this..haha oh well..i've yet to check the timing..haha im so horrible..haha jia rui if your reading me please tell me the time will you?sorry cause..i just cant seem to find anything at rjcat.com..idiots like me..what to do?ahha:)
okay i know there's more to what i have to say but im lazy and im suffering from short term memory..ahha so i dont exactly have everything i wana say here..so till than,i'll lay dead in my bed..night folks:)
hmmmmmmmm
till then,goodbye
Friday, July 08, 2005
10:59 PM
no school for me today so it was good cause i got to skip 4 periods of ahem i most favorite subject ahem F&N..HAHA!anyway ailin called me to tell me what her "bestfriend"did to her during class..haha stupid la..thank God i wasnt there..but still i got it from my bitch,ailin..haha yesyes she keeps thinking i miss her like hell and loves her the most..haha!stupid la..anyway went to cck at 8plus today..there were many butterflys in my tummy okay..but i did my 100m well though i didnt get into semis..next year shall be the year i do..my timing was 14.66 thats my new personal best now:)okay the relays,we beat our freaking personal best too!53.78..haha we're all very happy about it..esp me..cause i was really really scared before the race..i was afraid i would pull them down..i was really really scared..
andrea took 18 steps instead of 20..we told him and scolded us..i didnt mean to but i was just really tired i guess?okay thats no excuse..okay oh well..after the whole thing..i was about to go home when he called me from the track to train..well..i guess it beats training tml all the way at bishan?i still have to go bishan..but im really tired and i think my legs need a rest..so no im giving it a miss and maybe i'll go to town with ravinder,maryanne,jo,gwen and my bitch tml..mom and dad thinks i should stay home to rest cause im limping..but the limping is nothing much la..im used to it..and im dying for marche mashpotatoe..so town is a must!oh and yes..of course something else too x)
today was overall good:)i smiled ALOT..haha never smiled so much before..charlotte kept asking me to control myself..hahah wth la..haha but still i love her!haha thanks for the drink char!haha yes yes and charlotte is horrible cause she couldnt stop teasing me!!haha anyway i still love char..haha oh char..im not gona give you back the money..cause you own me a treat..haha i said so!hahaha!meet up soon..haha okay i guess this is all..cheers!
thanks for coming,it meant alot to me:)
i love you!:D
plus one-here in my heart
Wherever you are tonight
I'll see you in my dreams
Wherever I go tomorrow
You'll be here next to me
And though we are a world apart
I know you'll never be that far
CHORUS:
'Cause here in my heart
There's a picture of us
Together forever
Unfaded and unbroken
Wherever you are
Your love covers me
Forever more you'll be
Here in my heart
Whenever I miss you so much
It's more than I can bear
I won't cry, I'll just close my eyes
And know you'll be there
Your kiss and your touch
I'll never forget
'Cause you're as close
As my very next breath
Repeat chorus
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
8:09 PM
okay im not suppose to be online but mom allowed me online cause she thinks i should give mrs chu my veg research tml since im not going to school on friday..argh..stupid research la okay..its plain lame..okay had training today..it was good!:)compared to the last one..i blacked out the last traininig which is on monday..i guess i didnt eat enough before track and i was pushing to hard..according to him,its either im pushing or im not fit..haha wth..i'll go with the i've pushed too hard..lol!okay anyway we did a relay today and it was good!haha eloise heat rub does wonders for me!haha i dont feel much pain when i apply it before running..so im gona steal her cream for nationals..haha its like toothpaste la..haha
nationals finals would be at CCK too..no fun:((i love the national stadium..its a nice place to have the finals..its big too..but i guess it isnt in a good condition thats why they're not having it there..so to go for this years nationals finals you'll have to buy a ticket cause CCK is too small!see what i mean..i want the national stadium back..oh well..my first competition would be this friday thats why i dont have to go to school..my 100m is in the morning and i have to be there by 6 or 630..kill me please..mom dont wana send me..and later on in the afternoon i have the relay heats..i cant wait..haha but im gona suck in my 200m..tell me about it please..i didnt even train once for it..how the heck am i gona do it..i got lane 6..wish me luck..i'll start fast..relays we got freaking lane 7 thank you..its gona kill me..im so not use to not have a really curve curve..hahaha stupid..my injury is..i dont know if its better..but its giving problems to my knee..now my knee hurts like fuck..esther says she can see that im limping while running..shit..i gotto stop thinking of the pain..okay i'll do it..i'll make it happen togther with the rest.
till then,goodbye.
three simple words,
i love you.is that okay?:)
haha my lil'one.
Monday, July 04, 2005
11:09 AM
training at 3 later..what a spoiler..i wanted to go out but no..he had to have training..i asked if we could have it in the morning but he said he cant make it..haha wth la..oh well..nevermind..i'll be good and not skip training..my sun burn hurts..my voice is gone..haha not all gone la..but now my voice is husky..haha oh it poured this morning!i got a shock and i woke up and fell of my bed trying to get out of my nasty blanket to close the window..the wind broke my burner..lucky it isnt the burner which i like..haha okay i dont really have much to update..but i know mom wont allow me online tonight so im here now..oh my show's on tonight!i cant wait!its the 2nd last i think..sad..i'll be bored on monday nights soon..hope they'll have some other nice show..haha i guess thats all..
todays the day i pray that i'll make it through
i dont wana talk about it.
i just wana sit and stare at you.
yes im not talking about it cause i think im in love with you.
so please dont break me into pieces
till then,goodbye.
Sunday, July 03, 2005
9:56 PM
the things you said?they just wont go away..now go away.
the entry before this one was one filled with sadness and alil anger i would say..i used to think that im strong..but now that she have bring me down so hard..i feel like i dont belong anyway and i've lost my way..if only there's a perfect world..all this wouldnt happen..well sorry i cant be perfect the way you want me to be.
thanks lil'one..i love you for being there for me..thanks alot..i love you and you know that:)
9:25 PM
milk run was okay..i had fun playing the games in school and i had fun with them all at the milk run thingie..it rain and it was hot..im like a lobster now..my mom and dad picked me up from greatworld and we went for dinner then went sofa shopping..everything was good till what she said to me before she showered..she said if i fail my finals she'll take me out of school and learn how to be a maid..fucker im not made to be a maid..that was what i thought..but i replied to her..i think you should put me up for adoption..then she said for what?i have not ill treated you have i?well bitch you just hurt my feelings by saying i should learn how to be a fucking damn maid..you have never seen me run for my races..you have never been there ones to see me..you have never fucking hell ones said good luck for you run..or all the best..you have never ever done that..i treat you the way you want to be treated and this is what i get back?i tell all my friends that your the best mom in the whole world..i tell them how much i love you..how much i care..and this is what i get?i hate you okay..i hate you for all this shit you give me..just leave me alone to die..i dont need you to care..i dont need your fucking care,love and concern..im used to being alone already..so fucking hell leave..i hate you..i dont even know why the fuck am i tearing over what the hell you said..argh..i hate you!:(
i've finally found you but...
Saturday, July 02, 2005
10:49 PM
woke up late as usual..no wait..actually i woke up at 7..then i sat up and fell asleep sitting up..yes what an idiot..so i finally stepped out of lalaland at 730 which should be the time i leave the house..so i got a shock and i got tangled in my blankie for the dont know how many time again..haha anyway i decided to take a cab..and when i got there germ and chu yin were there already..esther and olive were in the toilet sleeping!haha anyway i wasted cash taking cab cause mr leslie came late and he was half an hour late..we all went to the toilet to hide from the sun..it was fucking hot..no shade at all..the sun was a killer but the relays were nice and sweet..the passing were good and the timing just got better after every try..anyway he treated us to Macs and after that i headed home with esther..i took the wrong bus and nearly ended up at some ulu place..anyway it was a long empty bus ride home cause i was all alone in the damn bus..nice i like long rides..but not when its one all alone..haha oh well..got home and i knew they fought..mom didnt want to talk to me like wtf bitch..piss off..dad was okay..
clean the fucked up house and i showered and lay dead on the bed till about 5..mum came in off the air-con and got me to go over to granny's first with the curry..so i did..went over with dad and i went there and everyone kept pulling my hair..but they all liked it:)oh well..granny kept feeding me and aunt kept giving me chocolates..nearly died there..anyway it was so boring there moss started growing on me..HA!okay anyway we finally left for home at around 945..mom,dad and i all walked home together but it seem like we didnt even know each other..all walking far from each other and walking different ways..i like it when the wind was blowing hard onto my face..it felt good..the airport is where i would love to be now..
milk run tml..not really looking forward to it..gotto go school at 945 to play some stupid games first..and i think melon put me in football..stupid girl..with my injury i cant play that game..meeting esther and olive at 9..we plan to get to school late..my hamstring is killing me..my right leg is weak now..i cant walk up the stairs as fast..i cant do anything starting with my right leg..the pain is like a knife cutting into my muscle..and damn hell its the heats next week..im giving everything i have..i'll be gone when all is over.
thats all for now while im still here.cheers!
maybe i think too much and expected the unexpected,
thought run through my head every night and you never fail to appear in my head.
i dont know what to do when i think of you,
isit goodbye or a long waiting again?
i dont know.
till then,goodbye.
Friday, July 01, 2005
11:40 PM
all that i have to give to you..want it?take it..i'll be glad if only you knew how i felt
I don't know what he does to make you cry,
but I'll be there to make you smile.
I don't have a fancy car,
to get to you I'd walk a thousand miles.
I don't care if he buys you nice things
Does his gifts come from the heart - I don't know...
But if you were my girl...
I'd make it so we'd never be apart.
Chorus:
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you... but
Love is all I have to give.
When you talk - does it seem like he's not
even listening to a word you say?
That's okay babe,just tell me your problems
I'll try my best to kiss them all away...
Does he leave when you need him the most?
Does his friends get all your time?
Baby please... I'm on my knees
praying for the day that you'll be mine!!
Chorus
Bridge:
To you...Hey Girl,I don't want you to cry no more - inside
All the money in the world could never add up to all the love
I have inside ... I Love You baby
Bass break:
And I will give it to you
All I can give,all I can give
Everything I have is for you
But love is all I have to give
Drum break & Chorus 3x and out:
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you ... but
Love is all I have to give...to you.
10:07 PM
okay its been sometimes since i last updated cause school have started and mom wont allow me to come on..she said'only friday nights and weekend..'oh well..sometimes im too tired i wont wana come on either..training have been killing me lately..im tired but imnot giving up..my competition starts next week and im scared but im not allowing fear to take over me.okay enough of track..training today wasnt too bad..but i went home limping alil cause of that pull/strain im have at my hamstring..it hurts alot..but im not thinking about the pain like what he always tell us,its all in the mind..there's gona be another training tml..for the relay girls..lets just hope im not going there for nothing this time..training is gona be at 830..hope i wont oversleep..haha speaking of which,cass,pris,jr,yiting and i all fell asleep in the bus today and we ended up walking to nie..okay we took a one stop bus ride..haha it was really stupid..oh well
nicholas is having his birthday dinner tml.. mom's cooking her all time famous curry chicken..but im not suppose to eat any chilli stuff!!:((okay i'll make it the last time?haha we'll see..oh well..milk run this sun..4.8km i think..im so not looking forward to it though i think its gona be fun..my leg is just a killer after my runs..they hurt like nothing and the pain is really sharp whenever i walk after sitting down for a long time..and that is causing my knee to hurt now..i cant do much but pray to God to make everything alright..i cant let anything bad happen to me now..okay maria told me sotong is dead:(and only his lil lime green eyes were left..sad case..haha oh well..
okay im kinda outta stuff to blog about at the moment..haha so..cheers!
i hope with all my heart that your the one i see when i close my eyes
oh i so love this song..all my life by KC and jojo.
Baby (x11)
I'm So Glad...
I Will Never Find Another Lover
Sweeter Than You
Sweeter Than You
And I Will Never Find Another Lover
More Precious Than You
More Precious Than You
Girl You Are..
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing....
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
I'd Send You All That I'm Thinking Of........Baby
Said I Promise To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger
You're All I'm Thinking Of
I Praise The Lord Above
For Sending Me Your Love
I Cherish Every Hug
I Really Love You
All My Life (Ohhhh..Baby, Baby)
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I...That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow,
You Turned My Life Around,
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down,
You're All That I've Ever Known,
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
Say...You're All That I've Ever Known
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
And I Hope That You
Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I ..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
(Fading)
And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God That I...That I Finally Found You.....
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